Trying...

Ape yg I nak try agaknyer kan...well well try to mengupdate this blog of mine ni yg dah lama kusam.  Now that I hv started to work again, hari-hari depan PC lagi, so I might hv that urge to log-in jugak lah kan. 

Oh yeah, talking abt my new work, I hv started with this new company like 2 weeks ago.  Memang pun I thought nak jadi full time hse wife, but well biaserlah ade jer masaalah yg timbul, so kesimpulan nyer kenek lah bekerja lagi.  

What I luv abt this work, its the timing, 11am to 4pm, 5 days work week, best kan, its a permanent part-time job with a Pharmaceutical Company.   Boss  dari India mari, a nice guy and its only 2 of us here in the office, an SME company.  I was here pun because I hv experienced in Medical Organization, so its easy jugak lah for me.

The company do lots of export, we import & export the medical products to countries yg susah-susah, like India, Bangladesh, Vietnam, China, Myanmar, etc & etc.  So far so good, boss always travel, when he travel his wife will  be here with me until m very familiar with everything.

I like te office, syokness ade pent house tau, hehe, nanti senang-senang I will take picture n tepek kat sini, now I cant, my USB cable hilang :(.....I can eat my lunch outside where my boss sediakan kind of cosy corner, its very windy out there, on the 10th floor jer.

Alamak time to pack ni, dah nak balik, almost 4pm.............will update lagi nanti kalau tak malas, tata :):)

Kenangan.......

Kenangan terindah ialah semasa moralle selalu mengupdate blog...............at least in a week, 3 to 4 times...but now :(

Kenangan terindah semasa ramai frens moralle membaca dan mengomen di blog ini, tetapi sekarang, ohhh sedihnye :(

Kenangan terindah jugak semasa moralle dalam dilemma dan kesedihan, di sini lah moralle luahkan perasaan dan mendapat  perhatian serta kata-kata yg sungguh berkesan dari semua sahabat, tetapi sekarang :(

Walau aperpun dan bagaimana pun, kenangan terindah bersama teman-teman di blog ini tetap bersemadi di ingatan ku dah akan slalu besama ku...........kerana ianye aderlah kenangan yg amat indah yg sentiasa akan ku simpan, itulah kenangan terindah ku :):):)

Assalammualaikum....

Salam all, ok lah memang I ni cakap tak serupa buat kan, cakap nak update blog more often but looks like kemalasan melanda juga tak habis-habis, yg pelik, nak log-in to blogspot pun like soooo the malazzz.

Today m sitting at one conner of my living room near the window with the lappy on the table, feeling-feeling macam syok pulak with the angin yg sepoi-sepoi bahasa, since the house is empty, in fact at this hr memang pun empty, the kids are at sch n huby working.  So decided to make cup of coffee n log-in to blogspot instead of FB.......hehehe

My life had changed a lot, since after the incident a yr ago.  I always tried to keep myself  as busy as possible to make sure that I live like other married woman.   And also to make sure that I look like a normal woman, bukan I ni tak normal horr, but m different now, I dont noe if people around me or who knew me noticed the changes in me, but I sure do changed a lot.  May b its not noticeable cause dari mata kasar, m still the same, m trying my very best to be the same, but only god knows how m feeling everyday in my life.  Hidup dalam ketakutan yg tiada batasan nye, feeling unreasonable every now n than, unsecured n macam-macam lagi, that is me now, how can I changed all these feelings, terasa baru jer berlaku n m still not feeling secured.

Everyday I told myself, watever had happened adelah cobaan for me, but no matter hw I tried to believe that, it doesnt seems to be true, cause to me whatever had happened adelah satu cobaan yg sangat tidak di sangkakan, and terlalu berat untuk dilupakan thou I knew it takes time to heal, but can it heal, which I doubt so.  I do believe in miracle that one day I will forget, but to wait for that day to come, its really torturing my mind every single day in every breath that I take. Its pathetic right, but believe me its hw I felt right now n at times I felt like running far away, but where to, dreamland lah agaknye.

Days, months passed by without anyone noticing it, if I ni popular actress I think I can win the dramatic queen award :):)

Well, like I said, life had changed, we are one family again, full of fun and laughter, thanks to Allah for all this.   Without failed I prayed to Allah to open my heart and mind, lead me to the correct path to keep this family together, insyaallah, aminnnnn.......

Wowwww this is panjang lebar kan, m sory, I hv to shout somewhere, cant do it at Fb, so di sini jugak lah tempat I mengadu dan merintih.  At last blog Moralle ni jadi sasaran.

I think I better stop here cause if not berjela n berpanjangan my rintihan hati ni, lets just c when will be my next entry, ariossssssssss to all dearies and luvlies who still visit my blog :):)

Assalammualaikum....

Fuyohhhh.........lama bonar tak update blog............padahal dah jadi fulltime housewive, but still tak der time nak mengupdate blog.

Actually to be a full time mom ni lagi bz than being in the office from 8 to 5, serious ni, yr housework like never ends tau, no break nor lunch time.  And yr brain is always thinking of what to cook everyday, the menu yg buat kepala pening, belum lagi going to the market to do marketing......the best if u ask yr kids or huby what they want to eat, aikkkkkkkkk macam-macam menu suruh masak, lagi fening, but felt happy doing it thou :):)

Since I quit a month ago, I hv been spending time staying at home like any other full time mom from Mon to Thurs.  Fri I will be out doing my deco, sat will be at home, sometimes out doing deco and Sun will be out to dismantle all the deco.  Bz jugak kan, but my bzness is during the wkends.

And of course m still serving the net or newspaper to look for job, but belum ade rezki, n it made me a lazy person pulak now to work in the office from 8 to 5 after a month at home.  So now m more keen to work part-time rather than full time. 

The past few weeks I was bz with my nephew wedding preparations for 5/12, from gubahan to deco.  Alhamdulillah majlis berjalan dengan lancar but something happen that night, Aqil met with an accident while we are all bz that sat night.  He fell down n was rush to nearby hospital.  Will post his photo in another entry.  Alhamdulilah he is better now.

Another event coming up, niece engagement on 25/12, just simple gubahan for her.  Will also be busy with wedding deco from this wk till end of Dec and few other outings that had been planned.

What else, ermmm I hv lots of deco photos to download an post at my wedding blog, dont know when will I hv time to do it, hopefully can do it by this week but it seems that this week pun bz jugak juggling with deco, Aqil bday and My Kendarat over the wkends.

OMG, m so occupied this wkends, but will try to find time to update more often :):)

Assalammualaikum............

RAYA PICS...

Hi all, since at off ni I dah macam tak banyak work cause its my last week here, so ape lagi, banyak pics yg dah snap but not posted yet, hehe.......below are some random family raya pics  :):)

Thats it..........more pics ade, c how lah, kuasa tak nak post....cheersssss everyone :):)

Tension.........

Right now, at this moment, m really really tension.................why????????? caused dah berpuluh, beratus, berjuta kot job applications I send out, ermmmmmm still waiting n waiting..

I NEED A JOB............what is wrong with all the companies ni, only papers jer ker yg layak, experience tak layak ker.............haizzzzzz..

Frens, please doakan I dapat work k, m leaving here soon, very soon, like next wk, but still hv not found any job yet.........may be m destined to be a full time housewife now ker :(

The happiest person will be Aqil, he kept telling me, "Ibu Aqil dont want to go Powerlife (his after school care), I hate powerlife, Ibu jaga aqil can, pleaseeeeeeeee"..........thats him, everyday without fail I will hear this from him.

May be ek, may be god is listening to my son, suruh Ibu dia duduk rumah, aduhhhhh.....can I, can I, keep asking myself that.

M really hoping thou I can find something, be it full time or part time, insyaallah, kata orang tu, untuk buat duit jajan sendiri, hehe.

Oppssssssss.........

Assalammualaikum.....hai hai uols semua, ermmm raya dah pun habis, masih jugak tak berupdate this blog of mine.

Me hv been very bz since last wk of raya, had started with the wedding deco, ramai lorrr yg mendirikan mahligai musim raya and alhamdulillah rezki mendeco agak padat jugak till end of the year.

Past two weeks jer, I had 7 deco altogether, penat rabakkkkk, less sleep and long hours work, but memuaskan :):)

Pics banyak nak upload, insyaallah will do so when I dah pilih-pilih, lagipun thou lots of pics but deco colours are almost same jerrrr.....if tak gold, will be grey, ermmm bila lah nak dapat colour yg garang-garang macam my fav colour RED.

Well, do feel free to visit my kawin-kawin blog at http://www.moralles-creations.blogspot.com/