HAPPY BDAY SAYANG.......

11/12/2009, putera hatiku menyambut hari lahirnye yg ke 6. How time flies, teringat kenangan when he was still dalam kandungan for 9 months and di saat aku melahirkan seorang baby boy yg begitu mongel dan tak kalah jugak besarnye semasa di lahirkan compared to his sisters.

Due to complications that I hv, it was not a normal birth for him but through caesarian. Alhamdulillah everything went very smoothly for both of us thou i hv to go through rough times due to big cycst that was in my ovary. The cycst was removed completely after aqil was born.

Those were the days, 6 yrs ago.............to my sweet Aqil, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG, ibu doakan Aqil akan menjadi anak yg soleh, dilindungi dan di sayangi allah dan diberkati sentiasa. Harapan ibu Aqil akan sentiasa berada di sisi ibu selalu walau dalam aper juga rintangan yg ibu hadapi, insyaallah ibu akan sentiasa menyayangi dan memberi yg terbaik untuk Aqil and yr sisters.

PICS OF AQIL..........
Aqil was so stunned and surprised when kak Yana bought a cake for him yesterday night, he cut his cake at 1230am........

...AQIL UPDATES...

I'm on Child care leave today. Had to sent Aqil to hospital early this morning ard 5am. His fever came back again , reached hospital its already 40.3 deg.

Like the other night, he had the same problem, shivering before the fever went up. Hubby decided to take him to the hospital when he couldnt stop shivering.

When we reached hospital, after the registering process, waited not long, our no. was called. A foreign doctor frm Philippines, I think she is still under training, doesnt look pro enough to handle kids. After asking this and that, Aqil need to be X-ray to check his lungs conditions and also take blood test to see if there is any infections.

Yang I cant handle is when he cried tak nak amik blood............ya ampun, terpekik kat dalam A&E tu only his loud scream yg bergema .........I dont want........I dont want.........I dont want.........tangan pun he sembunyikan tak nak nurse amik his blood.

Wah my darah pun up kejap, hubby pulak at the X-ray dept waiting for result, I pun keluar looked for him n asked him to come in and handle aqil.

Cried tetap cried, but takut ngan hubby nyer pasal, dia hulurkan jugak jari dia for the nurse to take his blood.

We waited for 45 mins for results to be out. We were called again dalam 20 mins gitu, not even 45 mins the result dah out.

The results : His lungs looks ok and clear, only his blood has slight problems. His white blood cells counts are very high. According to the doctor, for normal reading, it should be 5.5 to 15.5 but his is 21.6, possible caused is infected by Bacteria.

Doctor wanted to admit him, but before that she needs to consult her senior for confirmation. Sah lah si pompuan ni still under training. The senior doctor came, friendly and very pro habis, I liked the way he explains Aqil conditions.

Ater explaining, he told us its not really necessary to admit Aqil for now, but he needs proper medications and observations. He was given a high dosage of antibiotics to make the white blood cells back to its normal readings, if after taking the antibiotics, fever still high at 39 or 40 we need to bring him back to the hospital for admission, another method of giving his antibiotics will be done. And it will be a dripping method, and I cant imagine if he has to go through that. (medications given, high dosage of antibiotics, 7 bottles, one day to take 18ml, imagine hw he suffers taking antibiotics yg taste nyer begitu tak sedap)

Finished collecting all his medicines, we went for our breakfast at MacD, its at KKH also. Lepas breakfast terus balik. Reached home at 9am, hubby went out again to pump petrol kat JB,me n Aqil pengsan zzzzzzzzzzzz.............

Sadar-sadar its already 12.30, kelam kabut bangun cooked lunch while Aqil still sleeping. Hubby pun came back, after makan his lunch dia pulak pengsan sampai lah ke petang. Aqil pengsan from tengahari sampai ke petang baru bangun.

Right now, Aqil conditions is under control, his fever is also under control.....mudah-mudahan he will recover soon, hopefully the antibiotics will work wonders on him.

...ONE UP ONE DOWN...

The sister dah beransur pulih, now adik pulak yg tak sihat. Arin fever had subsided, in-fact dah beransur pulih, aqil pulak yg having high fever now.

Sunday night while I was asleep, he woke-me up, he was shivering. I was shocked jugak, nak kata cuaca sejuk tak jugak, but than he was really shivering. I pun ambik kan selimut n covered him with it..he was still shivering. We went back to sleep, abt half an hour later, bila i nak pusing I tersentuh badan dia, my god, panas nyer....I pun melentinglah bangun. Its already 4am in the morning.

Aqil pun dah start menggelisah, I woke hubby up, we took his temperature, its 39 deg, me tak lengah-lengah went to the kitchen and took his Bufen from the fridge. Lucky kat fridge ader spare cooling gel pad, put it at his forehead, than he went back to sleep.

So from 4am this morning I tidur-tidur ayam jer, takut-takut his fever making teruk. Aqil kan ader history of fits, so tak berani nak betul-betul sleep.

Alhamdulillah he slept till 8am, woke-him up and send him to Umi house. I cant take any leave cause ader ISO meeting, but than told Umi kalau ader any emergency to call me ASAP.

While driving inside the car, I told Aqil, since Aqil today demam, tak yah go school. Terus bergenang air-mata and he told me........"no today I want to go school, I want to study with my frens".............lah budak ni, setengah budak tu kalau suruh ponteng, aduh kesukaan, but dia dok nak cried pulak. I pun pujuk lah and told him........."okay if yr fever not so high,u go school k".....but still lah muka dia muram merajuk. Reached Umi house muka dia masih masam mencuka, I told umi to pandai-pandai lah pujuk him.

As usual jugak, if Aqil yg demam I memang tak leh nak concentrate with work.....from morning till afternoon I kept calling Umi to check on him.....so far under control according to Umi.

But when I was having meeting at 2pm, I got a called from Umi............oh oh.....Umi says he started shivering again, kaki dah pucat lesi and Umi dah panic....apelagi now Umi pun dah looked afer her own cucu, 4 mths old baby.

Aduh I pun dah tak tentu arah, terus told my boss I need to go, tak sempat my boss nak say yes or no I dah capai my bag, logg-off my PC terus berdesut balik.

Reached Umi house, Aqil was still sleeping, can c he is shivering, kaki dah sejuk liked ice....I woke him up, gave him paracetamol and sponge him.

For 2hrs I'm at Umi house, when Aqil dah reda sikit, I pun bergerak back to office. I need to settle some important documents, so kenek left Aqil with Umi again a while.

I reached office at 3.45, beres kan aper yg patut than left office around 6pm.

When I fetched Aqil from Umi house....his fever that agak-agak ok. Reached home gave him his medicine and asked him to rest.

Aqil biaserlah, if sakit pun he hyper jugak, unless betul-betul dah tak tahan agaknyer baru lah he lepak.

Alhamdulillah his fever dah berkurangan, but tonight still kenek jaga-jaga. His fever kalau nak shoot up anytime jer.

Mudah-mudahan my kids will get better soon, we hv plans this wkends, semuanyer already planned, I really-really hoped they will get better, so we can continue with our plans....insyaallah.

...VERY ENTHUSIASM...

Aqil is very fond of singing, songs that he sang are all the latest hits okayyyy.......watching sinetron with me pun he can remember the song, like sinetron Isteri untuk Suamiku, Suci and Cinta Fitri.

English song pulak from Linkin Park, What I've done, My Heart and also ade few more which I cant remember the title. For Malay song lagi famous amos tau, like Cinta Arjuna from Aliff Aziz, Pencinta Wanita and so on lah..........banyak jugak kot........I cant remember the title, hehe..

And now he is so enthusiast with the Singapore National Anthem and pledge.....so yesterday night he wants me to listen to him singing, I sempat jugak recorded for uols to listen...silalah tune the volume yer :)

...I GOT STARS...

"Ibu Aqil got stars for my spelling"................."bila nak buy bumblebee"

Yesssssss, he had stars for his first spelling test yesterday, I'm so proud of him. Of course lah I felt proud, a K2 student with spelling words yg susah jugak kot, managed to get all correct. My sister was a Kindergarden teacher 5 yrs ago. When she saw Aqil spelling list she was quite shocked, caused for Kindergarden normally min is 3 letters, nowadays its more than 3 letters, its tough for the kids, but alhamdulillah Aqil managed to do it and in-fact, he already hafal all the spelling given for the month of February. Oh, no Bumblebee yet for him, I hv to c his Malay spelling result on Friday, had promised him, if Malay spelling he got stars, than will buy him the Bumblebee.

I hv to concentrate more on the Malay spelling with him, when it comes to Malay spelling, he weak lah sikit, he had difficulty to remember ka or sa or ma.........more to the sebutan yg made him cam susah nak ingat. Struggling a bit, but for this Friday, he is ready for it, insyaallah :)

I'm not feeling good today, my monthly fren datang dengan tiba-tiba, tak sokaaaaaaaaa......sebabnye senggugut melanda ):

...PARENTS TEACHER SESSION...

Yesterday after the session, came back to office tak sempat nak story mory abt my meeting with Aqil teachers.

We were the first one to write our name in the queue list, the session is open from 1 to 5pm. Exactly at one, we were called in.

Alhamdulillah, Aqil had made a tremendeous improvements in his study, according to his English and Malay teacher, he is very alert when the teachers are teaching and understand fast watever that was taught easily. Except that he needs to read more, caused his reading is still very weak. We were taught how to teach him reading at home and also need to teach him to write a simple phrase in English and Malay.

Overall me n hubby felt so happy with his improvement thou he is only in K2, education is tough now, hearing from his teachers his capabilites at school made us very proud of him.

Thou he is so engaged at home playing with his PSP and his other toys, but he had so far shown to us that when it comes to study, he did not neglect it.

Me n hubby had decided to sent Aqil to phonics reading programme, actually the intention to send him was last yr, but we did not made the effort to do so, but now, we have to, he is going to P1 next year, we want him to be able to read by the time he start P1, like both his sisters, Yana and Arin, when they started P1, they are able to read simple story books, and I want that for Aqil to, insyaallah.....

Captured some pictures from Aqil classroom.

...POWER RANGERS VS BEN 10...

No story mory uols, I took these pics of Aqil's underware 2 wks ago.....hahahaha.....sajer jer kot nak show-off his new underware :)

Aqil cant made up his mind which one to buy, he loves both, at last hv to buy 2 sets for him, no kidding okay, price for 3 pcs of Power Rangers brief cost at S$10.50, same with Ben 10, his brief cost me S$21.00, aduhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Aqil, next time ibu buy for you without any brand can....pasar malam brief.

but it looks cute kan

Going out a while during lunch for Aqil Parents Teachers Meeting with hubby, be back with his story from School later ya.

...SPELLING...

Wow very the bz + very the angry masih suam-suam lagi yerrrr........but I had no choiced, work is still work, what to do................the best buat bodoh.............bleh tak????????

This entry is not about work ok........bosan giler if I talked about work n work again.

Lets talked about my handsome hero :)

Aqil is in K2, so this yr there will be more things for him to learn, especially spelling. 2 days ago he came back from school with his 1st spelling list. It will start in Feb, so parents keneklah prepare their kids, study n study, until they can remember it. Quite difficult jugak the words, its not those simple ones.

On Monday itself, after dinner, kak Yana dah start to teach his brother with the 1st word....SCREAM......n to my surprised alhamdulillah he managed to spell the word scream like less than 10 mins. Without looking at it n writing it sekali, big smile from him and he says "ibu Aqil dah pandai spell scream, clever tak Aqil"

Kak Yana pun terus teached him the 2nd words, SCARF.......and he got it again this time.........wah caya lah anak ibu, alhamdulillah looks like he learnt very fast and terang hati.

Well of course when I ask him few times to repeat and repeat the 2 words, he tends to forget jugak, than when writing it ader lah jugak missing words. Ni kes dah malas, Aqil ni orangnyer pun lekas bosan, so we cannot ask him so many questions or ask him to repeat again and again, he will get fed-up and the asal boleh will happened.

But I'm proud of him thou, he managed to remember 2 words within less than 1 hr. That makes me so proud of him. And as usual of course, kenek sogok him with toys again, now he wants Ben 10 Alien series latest CD, so over the wkend kenek go shopping to buy him CD.

...MY HERO...

Today is the special day for my small hero, he is 5 today....he was born on 11/12/2003 at 1.58pm. Thou he will not be able to read this entry yet, but I'm sure he will be very happy to c his face in my blog.

My dear boy, "HAPPY BDAY TO YOU", semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi mu dan menjadi anak yg soleh, AMINNNNNN......

Cant create any lenghty entry today for him due to my work yg berlambak ni......here are some photos of Aqil when we celebrated his 1 yr old birthday. We were watching his 1 yr old bday video few weeks ago, how time flies, he is 5 today, insyaallah we are going to hv a celebration for him this weekend and also doa selamat for his sunat.

These photos he took it himself using my hp

...HALOOOO...

Hi hi, salam Monday to all :)

I'm bz as usual, but still finding time blog hopping without leaving any comments, maklumlah nak lekas kadaq all yr blogs.

Nothing much to update, Sunday I was at home relaxing as usual. Hubby yesterday on MC, actually dah went to work in the morning, than at 10am he reached home with breakfast for us.

Since Aqil pun masih berpantang dalam hari, so we all relaxs at home watch DVD. We pinjam from Umi, semuanye ghost story, Abi rajin sewa than he will dubb a copy for collections.

Alhamdulillah Aqil wound dah much-much better, dah kering n budak kecik tu dah start nak panjat sana sini, berlari sana sini. So the whole day yesterday, mulut I ni tak diam dok marah kan dia yg super hyper. Bukan nye ape, I ni yg seram tengok dia lari sana-sini. Thou wound dah nampak kering, but still recovery will at least be another week. But still to him macam dah baik betul, geram jugak with him.....

This week will be bz sikit aranging few things. Insyaallah we going to have doa selamat for Aqil cum his 5 yrs bday celebration. His bday is on 11/12/2008, so thought of doing it over the wkend, probably before or after.

Quite a grand celebration for him jugak, guest name list semua dah siap, cuma waiting to invite, to confirm with caterer on the menu, goodies bags, kuih-muih, misc things to buy, and the most important thing, Ben 10 cake for him :)

Hw I wished I can invite uols to Aqil Doa selamat cum Bday celebration.......tentu seronok :)

GTG now, work is calling, ni pun break a while, drinking Milo with bread for my late lunch.

...I'M BACK...

Hi all, I'm back at work today, aduhhhhhhhhhh felt macam nak pengsan seyyyy..........I'm so sleepy n still tired n I hv lots of things to do here in the office.....................macam nak cabut balik.

Hubby is still at home looking after Aqil, today is his 3rd day n his bandage harus di buka today. This morning I called, alhamdulillah bandage Aqil already opened, dia maintain jer, very good boy but hubby says he nangis a bit, I think must be pedih jugak lah, but everything looks good after hubby bersihkan. Now waiting for it to dry and recover.

Looking at him kesian jugak, cannot move freely, cannot play as usual, macam kesian gitew when we looked at him, we are lucky he dengar cakap jugak. At home beside watching TV, DVD, he will play his PSP, tak boleh nak hyper sangat, takut nanti susah nak get better.

N for me, now stop work kejap, update blog n blog hop mana yg sempat. Thought nak keluar for lunch to meet someone pun tak sempat, to sis-lin, sorry ya sis, perhaps next time kite meet ya, slalu wrong timing lah sis, GTG now, banyak kerja yg nak di settlekan today.................cheerssssssssssssssss :)

...DAG DIG DUG....

Hi uols uols, its TGIF, ooooooooooooo seronok kan, lets stay positive today, dont overworked, lets just relakssssssss till the day is over :)

Me n hubby will be on leave next week from Monday to Wednesday.......long holiday at home to look after our son Aqil.

Aqil will be 5 yrs old, 11/12/2008, we had decided to circumcise him this Sunday, relaks jer budak kecik tu, but ibu nye yg dag dig dug..........cant imagine hw is he going to react on Sunday. When we talked to him about his sunat day, dia buat dakkkkkkkk jer........kelakar betul lah Aqil ni.

But I knew he is a strong boy, he will overcome all this, lagipun we all dah janji to get him sumting that he had requested from his daddy :)

We must make sure he is well sampai Sunday, cause nak sunat, nanti if demam or what tak leh sunat pulak. But since last sunday, he has flu n slight fever, n di tambah lagi, Monday when we went to airport to fetch kak Yana back, he fell down kat arrival hall...........aduhhhhh, menyonyong bibir now, lucky small cut jer, if besar confirm if bring him to doctor kenek jahit.

Alhamdulillah, he is getting better............these few days hubby pun asyik lah sogok anak kesayangang dia with toys that made him happy, so hopefully everything will go smoothly on Sunday, uols semua doakan sama-sama ye, supaya Aqil terang hati :)

Today I hv lots of things to do and settle before I go for my leave, to all..............enjoy yr friday and HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND, muaachhhsssssssssss...........

...NO NAPPY PLEASEEEE...

Happy monday, I'm feeling very sleepy today, yesterday I slept at 12.30am, me n hubby layan movie 'COBRA' at HBO channel, old movie starring Sylvester Stallone and Brigitte Nielsen. I love this movie, so long tak di tayangkan, so ape lagi, baik2 nak masuk tidur tak jadi pulak :)

Back to the title of my entry, my son Aqil is 4 1/2 yrs old n going to be 5 in Dec. He stopped wearing diapers during the day about 1 yr + already but still wearing it at night. Yesterday before going to sleep he told me, "ibu Aqil dont want to wear pampers tonight, Abi says Aqil dah big boy already n cannot wear pampers" jadinyer I hv to respect his decision.

My two girls were toilet trained for night when they are 3 yrs old, it tooks two weeks only for us to trained them. As for Aqil we hv not train him yet, may b because of our age, dah tak larat, pity him still on diapers at night sampai ibu n ayah kenek sound by him ......

Yesterday 2 hrly I kunci alarm to bring him to the toilet, I slept late, woke Aqil every 2hrs, aduhhh sungguh tak larat.

After the 1st round I cant go back to sleep, I was tossing and turning on my bed until its time for Aqil second round at 4 am. 1 hr left before sahur at 5am. I cant hardly open my eyes but I still could not sleep, sampai lah masa untuk sahur.

Hubby bangun I told him that I only slept 2 hrs than I cant sleep already, he ask me to take urgent leave today, oooo suka2 nyer, I hv responsibilities at work, hw can I take leave just because I cannot go to sleep...........

Thou my eyes are very sleepy today, super duper sleepy, but I felt very happy, its a great achievement for Aqil first night without diaper, I m so proud of my son........so after this more saving, no need to buy diapers anymore :)

...FEELINGS...

I'm back to my normal self today, actually yg lebih terharu is the encouragement I received from uols semua.......uols are the greatest gift to me in this blogging world :)

Feeling sleepy today, hampir2 terlelap during my staff meeting this morning. Late night again yesterday, chit-chotting with my dearest sis while waiting for hubby to come back from work.

To my dearest sis nun jauh di sana, thanks ya for keeping me company yesterday night with yr warm concerned towards me :)

Yesterday I dont hv to cook for buka puasa. I got few dishes from my sis (Umi). Lauk lemak udang,mee goreng and ikan goreng, hmmm cukup lah 4 of us to break fast. I just fried telur dadar with chilli and kicap than bought a bit of kuih for the kids and myself. Hubby came back yesterday night pun tak makan, mandi terus zzzzzzzzz..........

After break fast I was entertained by this singer yg tak asing lagi complete with his guitar. Permaisuri Ku his favourite song and he knows its my favourite song to. Anak yg menghiburkan ibu yg sedang berduka cite.............

Oh ya lupa pulak, last but not least, I went for short Therapy yesterday with Matilda yg cuba menghiburkan hati Kak Moralle. It felt good thou.........

What else I wanted in this world, my life are complete with just my love ones and frens around me :)

InsyaAllah, whatever cobaan akan ku hadapi dengan hati yg tabah dan tenang. ALLAH maha mengetahui segala-galanye.

.......WORRIED........

Sorry my dear frens, there are nothing else that I could update except for my son conditions.

I m still in the office, Aqil is at Umi house. Every hrly I will check his conditions with Umi. Fever not very high but the worst is his mouth. Seems that the ulcers is everywhere inside his mouth, Umi says he cant talk properly and eating pun sikit jer.

He is now sleeping but yg menyedihkan hati I before he went to sleep he told Umi this :

"Umi mulut Aqil semua sakit kat dalam, Aqil tak tahan sakit"

Looks like I will need to sent him to the hospital. I'm scared that his HMFD virus is worst in his mouth than the one at his feet and hand.

Please doakan yg terbaik untuk Aqil, at this moments there is nothing else in my mind selain dari kesembuhan Aqil.

.............AQIL EXCURSION.........

Usually I woke up at around 6.00am before the girls go to school and sometimes after Sholat Subur I will go back to sleep. Everyday when hubby go to work the wife still sleeping, so much of the Isteri Mithali, hehehe....

But today, need to sent Aqil to school at 7.45am sharp. My boy is going to the ZOO, school excursion. I woke up at 5.20am , prepare breakfast for everybody. After hubby and the girls went out I woke Aqil up. Its difficult for him to wake up so early, but when I told him, "Aqil going to the ZOO today right, faster wake-up if not you cannot go" than only his eyes wide opened.

As usual, he needs his energy booster first (milk) than bathed him and gave him honeystar for his breakfast. He still looks very sleepy but excited too. Had to give him his puff this morning caused he was sneezing heavily and coughing. Just in case, so I gave him the puff.

By 7.30am me and him are all ready to go. He reached school excactly at 7.45am. The excursion bus are there and the kids all looks so happy, all looks super excited.

I waited a while for the bus to leave, bus left at 8.10am, I can c how Happy Aqil is by looking at his face from the bus window :)

Ater the bus left than I left to work..................

......MY SON.............

Alhamdulillah Aqil getting better but I'm very sad looking at this ..................

Hati ibu mana yg tak terharu melihat anak nyer dengan keadaan begini, when I tried to apply lotion dia dah menjerit kepedihan, kesian kan ): "Ibu adik tak nak pakai, sakittttttt, pedihhhhhhhh"

Yesterday night struggling jugak nak apply kan lotion especially kat bahagian buttock yg very teruk sekali, badan halus and lembut dah bertukar menjadi teruk and kasar........

Banyak jugak medication he needs to take, lotion to apply, itchiness syrup, flu and cough syrup, and also his spray which doctor ask to continue lagi. We stop giving him the spray 2 mths ago, unless he really need to use it during cold day or heavy cough.


Lucky Aqil ni budak yg senang makan ubat, from baby lagi its very easy to give him medicines. Some kids dont like medicine kan, but Aqil dah lali makan ubat, ubat ape pun dia boleh telan :)

To all dear frens, thank u for the doa untuk kesembuhan Aqil, he is on MC for 2 days but today he is going back to school, he told umi this morning "Umi Aqil want to go school, boring duduk rumah"........... Kecik-kecik pun dah tau boring, but if that will make him happy why not kan.......... at least we know that he is feeling better already :)