Wahhhh u can really felt the Raya mood here n there, if kat Cyber world ni, lagi terserlah if we read frens blog, card and e-card di layangkan sana sini, preparation for balik kampung, goodies and stuffs, ooooooo semangat kan........
I've been bz these few days with work thou big man not in, this wk will be the last work week, than most of uols are going for Hari Raya leave. Uols pun sure bz jugak menghabiskan kejo2 before the holiday break.
I felt like a bit lost, no doubts in my mind pun thinking abt Raya preparation but I felt that I'm not giving 100% to it. I'm thinking about my egoistic brother yg hving problem sekarang ni with us, my sms and call pun he tak layan, also worried about my another brother conditions at this moment yg masih not well. I dont want hubby and the kids to know hw sad I felt to celebrate this yr Lebaran, no matter what I still hv to show my happiness to them, they are everything to me.
Mana nak fikirkan my in-laws lagi, I'm sure hubby will not be happy with me if I make decision not to visit his parents this yr.........sungguh dalam delima seyy........but i know if I berkeras hati jugak......it will be world war for me with hubby......but Raya kan untuk bermaaf-maafan, can my heart forgive them????? is it fair to me ???????
Goshhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! ape yg I melalut ni, everyone sedang bersuka-ria nak sambut Aidil Fitri, me n my moody feelings, walau apepun, I hope to find the answer to it before Lebaran and hoping that my brother will get well soon and my other brother will buangkan ego dia jauh2 and be with us to celebrate lebaran bersama...........
Oh I've taken this photo of the lampu lap-lip at my house since last week, Aqil very sibuk suruh ayah pasangkan lampu lap-lip, now dah pasang, everyday on lap-lip after buka puasa. But for a while jer, nak kenek save jugak electricity :)
And also ade lampu-lampu indah yg I snap at Serangoon Road for Deepavali and Geylang Serai lampu raya..........macam sama pulak lampu Deepavali ngan lampu Raya ni kan ......
