MONDAY OH MONDAY..............

I hv new staff joining us today, nice girl, today bz doing orientation and all the necessary things that need to let her know......

My mind quite berserabut right now, macam banyak sangat nak kenek ingat, nak kenek follow-up, work & personal.

Boss wants these & that, hubby call for these & that, the girls call for these & that to, my mind pulak fikir kan nasib my brother, suma I nak kenek settle, macam penat betul lah, sometimes like giving up je. I malas nak stress banyak-banyak pasal ni, cause my mind pun dah tak leh nak think lagi.

Aqil condition pun not getting better, this morning sis call to say he complain of stomach ache again, than kenek diarrhoea pulak this morning. Will c how is his condition today, if berlarutan I think need to send him to hospital je lah, takut pulak with his condition camni.

Budak kecik ni tak de mood, suruh pose pun tak nak, siap bawak plastic takut vomit kat keta

Yesterday I went to visit my brother at the hospital, kesian betul his conditions, not getting better thou. I felt like crying when I saw him but I tahan kesedihan I ni, malu dengan my anak-anak sdara n the rest yg ade kat situ. He cant lie down now, tidur pun atas sofa je, his private part yg swollen tu still swollen and getting bigger, ni semua caused by his 2 kidneys yg dah tak berfungsi lagi. There are 2 tubes inserted at his stomach to prepare him for dialysis either today or tomorrow. According to the doctor, the swollen will subside slowly after dialysis, hopefully it will, insyaallah. It looks like he will be in the hospital for few more weeks until his conditions is stable.

I snap my brother pic with his wife yesterday at the hospital