Soooooooo penat, sampai mood nak update pun malas, ni pun curi-curi nak update jugak walaupun penat. Bukan untuk sesiape pun, untuk my own lah. But if ade yg dah selamanye sudi membaca, silakan lah. Tapi tak de yg interesting yg nak di ceritai. My mood jadi semacam pulak, very down lately,, sikit-sikit lekas merajuk, lekas naik angin, tak tau lah whyyyyyyyyyy. May be all because of my work stress kot agaknye.
When I reached home, lagi tak tau ape nak cakap, asyik naik angin with the kids, kesian jugak kadang-kadang, especially my 2 girls, they cant even talk to me now, cause bila they all tanye sumting asyik lah I nak meradang, really dont know seyyyyyyyy. Like I never encountered this kind of stressed, but pernah jugak, agaknye makin umur ni meningkat ginik lah gayanye. Lucky hubby balik malam everyday, by the time he came back I dah sleep, so lucky lah he tak kenek, if not sama jugak kenek macam anak-anaknye.
This red colour font shows than I am really very stressed and I cant control it anymore,
"ya allah kau lindungi lah hamba mu ini, dan berikan lah yg terbaik untuk ku"
