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Assalammualaikum and good day to all :)

Today its another bz day for me as usual. When I was typing this entry my boss is still not in, probably on the way but I'm hoping that he will not comes in like yesterday (had to paused and saved) .........the old man is already in, now he is out a while, so I continue again lah, hehehe......

Why workload at the office never ends kan, can someone please explain why ????????? Thou I hv someone to assist but still and it seems that my works are still the same, am I not efficient enough ??? dont think so, I am very very efficient weiiiii :) or I dont know hw to prioritize ??? not true also..........well work is still work, if not bz than something is not right somewhere.............

Yesterday, menu for my buka very very simple , I didnt cook instead went to buy on the way home. I bought daging goreng halia, kailan goreng, kacang sambal, mee goreng and epok2 sardines.

Ingatkan nak cook, but at 4pm yesterday I had stomach ache pulak, like stomach flue, tahan punya tahan, alhamdullillah berkat bulan puasa, dapat bertahan sampai buka.

Berbuka pun I didnt really ate, caused my stomach really not feeling good, sampai ke malam I got stomach flu. When hubby came back, I'm still awake sebab tak boleh nak tidur.

Than hubby gave me medication for stomach ache, sapukan minyak bagai barulah boleh tidur. May b nak kenek hubby manjakan dulu baru boleh sleep tak, hehehe..........

Sahur this morning pun I dont feel like eating anything, just ate cereals a bit + coffee. I hv to drink at least a bit of coffee if not I will fall asleep at work nanti. Normally will share with hubby the coffee during sahur.

Alhamdulillah now I felt better thou macam still sebu jer my stomach ni, mudah-mudahan dapat bertahan hingga ke waktu berbuka nanti, insyaallah.

...SERIOUS CASE...

This is really serious, so serious beb I dont hv anything to update, unless I updated what happened last night **wink wink**, **ihiksssss**, eeeeeeee so over kan :)

Boss not in today, and I dont hv anything to update, ouhhhhhhhh its so not right lah. But I managed to blog-hop here and there, again and again to c if my bloggers frens updated theirs, and also read their entries yg I dah terlepas..............

No kidding okayyy, compared to my early stage of blogging, my list of bloggers are getting better, so it takes time for me to go through individually, if possible I dont want to miss any, tak syokkkkkkk kalau tak read what is happening in their life, macam mak kepoh gitewww :)

Sumtimes u read sad story, happy story, scary story and all sorts of story mory, its enjoying, at least u wont feel so bored sitting in the office 8 hrs a day Mon to Friday.

But the most important things of all, silaturrahim kite sesama bloggers.......tu yg best, thou we are far apart and yet we felt closed through reading and commenting on their blog

So okaylah, this is my merepek entry, now I'm going to think about what to cook or may b buy for buka puasa.

TATA TITI TUTU

...STILL UP...

I'm still up, kan Anniversary so hv to wait for hubby to come back from work, than sleep together-gether lah. Oopsssssss sowie, dont think yg bukan-bukan okayyyyy.........

Now hubby having his late supper with si kecik yg belum lagi sleep. Thought I want to blog-hop jer caused nothing to blog about, but while waiting for hubby to finish his supper, jari jemari ni macam gatal pulak nak menaip......

Today I cooked for buka, simple dishes, hotdog with potatoes, the kids favourite, fried cabbage with prawns and omelette, simple kan. Than I bought goreng pisang from office canteen.

Simple dishes normally yg paling enak, tak rambang mata dan tak over makan...alhamdulillah.

Niteee niteeee, beta nak beradu sekarang :)

...3/9/2008...

Yesterday night I wanted to do an autopublish for this entry, but when I dodoikan Aqil to sleep, dengan I sekali terdodoi, sadar-sadar its time to sahur already. Today I hv to update it bit by bit cause my boss early morning already in the office, so I curi-curi to update it.

Its our 19th Anniversary today, for me MORALLE and MR M.

Mr M is going to read this entry when he comes back from work tonight, I told him that I’m going to make a special dedication for our 19th Anniversary and he wants to read it okayyy, so I’m going to make it as perfect as possible :)

19 yrs with Mr M, the man that I will love forever and ever, insyaallah. Kami telah di kurniakan with 3 children, 2 pwetty and sweet girls and our handsome Aqil :) Anak-anak yg akan menjadi kebanggaan kami di masa hadapan, insyaallah.

A story 19 yrs ago, we met each other at a unique place and me working at a unique environment, tak yah elaborate this lah, very malu. Back than Mr M is still serving his National Service. It all started that night, he was there at this place with his frens. I was working till night so he offered to fetch me home that night. I accepted his offer immediately, padahal baru jer berkenalan. He has his charmed :) I guessed………..

Throughout the relationship I was very happy with him, he is a caring and loving person. Thou he is also a very temperamental person, but because of our strong love towards each other we managed to overcome all obstacles.

The boyfren girlfren relationship went on only for 6 mths and we decided to get engaged, bertunangan. The engagement period was very tough for both of us. We quarreled almost every week. We are still young and both of us panas baran. Almost tiny miny things will make us quarreled with each other. Inilah yg di kata kan dugaan semasa dalam pertunangan. Jealously, the main topics when we quarreled.

We end the engagement period within 2 yrs, we got married, 3/9/1989. Its been tough for me. Walaupun I’m the youngest in the family, but I hv to work very hard for my own wedding. There are lots of things going on in my family, to cut the story short, I don’t want to susahkan my siblings with my wedding arrangement, so I worked hard just to get married to Mr M. Alhamdulillah I managed to pull through and saved enough $$$$ for my wedding.

Our marriage life was also full of obstacles. When I’m really in need of someone to talk to, like my mum, but she is no longer around. My mum passed away 2 yrs after I got married in 1991 followed by my dad in 1994. We went through banyak onak dan duri, and that made our love grew stronger towards each other.

We had our new house after a yr of marriage, saat paling susah, maklumlah, we kan very young and at that time saving pun tak der lagi, so ni kira macam terjun botol nak kawin :) We shifted in an empty house, not fully renovated and without any furniture inside, except for our bed set, lagipun I yg nak pindah cepat, caused we hv issues with my sister in-law. We learned to berjimat cermat, work hard to build our castle together. Alhamdullillah, rumah pertama kami adelah syurga for us, and that is where we had Kak Yana and Arin………….

Masaalah kami tetap ade when I was pregnant with Yana. Allah betul-betul menguji kesabaran I as a wife and daughter in-law. Bayangkan di saat me mendambakan kasih sayang seorang ibu, but I merasa begitu tertekan sekali dengan my MIL. But I always remembered what my mum used to say before she passed away, “Mar, kalau dah jadi isteri orang, kite mesti slalu setia pada suami, sabar dengan ape jugak dugaan, jaga hati mentua, lakukan yg terbaik, kehidupan orang berumah tangga ni bukan senang, jangan ingat bila dah kahwin semua masaalah selesai” till today I will always remembered those words.

Live has to go on sehingga Arin and Aqil lahir. Being a father to 3 kids and hubby to me, I bersyukur kerana anak2 and myself di kurniakan dengan seorang ayah dan suami yg bertanggungjawab. Wife and kids comes first, biar dia berbogel sekalipun, tetap kami yg di dulukan. Sebaik mungkin he will make us happy and walaupun he has to struggle, he will make sure isteri dan anak2nyer mendapat yg terbaik dan sentiasa happy.

Kami tempuh segala dugaan, susah senang, suka duka sebagai sepasang suami isteri sehingga lah kehari ini di mana kami masih tetap bersama, alhamdulillah.

TO MY DEAREST HUBBY, HAPPY 19TH ANNIVERSARY, SEMUGA PERKAHWINAN KITE AKAN TETAP BERKEKALAN SEHINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT, INSYAALLAH.

U AND THE KIDS R EVERYTHING TO ME AND I WILL CHERISHED EVERY MOMENTS WE SPEND TOGETHER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

...REZKI...

Alhamdulillah, ini lah yg dinamakan rezki di bulan Ramadhan. Looks like I will not be cooking today.

I went to the canteen with Matilda to buy some kuih2, tapi dah habis pulak, tak der rezki. But makcik canteen baik sangat hati memberi I lauk-pauk untuk di bawa balik, sambal goreng, bee hoon goreng and rendang telur. My sis pun called earlier, says that she nak kasi I lauk sikit nanti, she cooked ketam masak lemak, aduhaiiii, memang lah rezki kan, kalau orang dah memberi kite haruslah menerima dengan tangan yg terbuka luas :)

K lah uols, I'm going back soon, fasting mth I started work early and go back pun mesti lah nak early jugak.

"Kepada semua, SELAMAT BERBUKA"

..RELAXING SEKEJAP...

Now only managed to go to blogger website to relaxs my mind, blog hopping pun tak habis lagi..........

Since morning I've been bz with tons and tons of things and untill now also tak habis lagi ):

2nd day of Ramadhan, weather pun cooling not so bad, but my head ni macam spinning pulak, not sure why, ni semua cobaannnnnnnnn.............

I dont know what to story mory, nothing interesting except that I am super duper excited for tomorrow.

Tonight I ade project sikit, project memunggah my album to search photos for tomorrow :) uols sudi-sudikan lah menjenguk my blog if u hv the time 2moro k...........

Back to work now sambil thinking what to cook today for buka puasa...........or should I just buy, only me and the kids, hubby on afternoon shift this wk, cian kiter ):

..1ST DAY OF RAMADHAN...

Ouhhhhhhhh, so tiring, now baru nak relaks2 while blogging.........

Alhamdulillah, not so bad for our 1st day fasting, the kids pun alrite, steady jer, Aqil, hmmmmm nak try for 1/2 day but early morning dah mintak milk. Hubby pun alrite jugak cuma abt 4.30pm he got migraine, but alhamdulillah dapat jugak di teruskan.

We went out abt 10.30am, I hv to go and see my doctor, Arin and Aqil pun ikut sekali. While waiting to c my doctor, hubby brought Aqil to cut his hair and fetched kak Yana frm school, she has NPCC meeting. I'm still waiting for my turn when hubby came back to the clinic. While waiting tu we all discussed about what to hv for buka puasa. The kids nak makan ayam masak merah, okay lah jugak simple and easy.


I finished at 1pm, than we went to Andalus to register for Aqil madrasah for next yr. From Andalus we went to NTUC, I hv to buy ingredients for the masak merah.

Its already 3pm when we reached home. I'm so tired already, relaks a while than start to cook at 4pm.

At 5pm hubby went to buy kuih2 from CP Bazaar. Tak banyak yg di beli, not much choice according to hubby, he only bought keropok lekor and wadeh, lagipun I dah pesan dont over pulak beli, nanti tak makan, membazir.

Managed to take a short nap after cooking abt 45 mins gitu. When I woke up the girls dah prepared everything on the table. At 7.09 kite pun berbuka sama-sama dengan rezki yg sedia ada :)

After berbuka the kids pun sholat Maghrib with their daddy while I habiskan my work didapur.

Its school holiday for 1 week here in Singapore, but agaknya dah kepenatan the girls tuck-in very early, at 9.30 semua dah masuk tidur. Hubby and Aqil pun baru jer masuk tidur while me typing this entry.

Terjerit-jerit budak kecik tu suruh ibunya tidur, he says "ibu asal lambat tidur, ibu buat ape, nanti kan nak bangun sahur, nanti ibu ngantuk" hmmmmmm, can't concentrate with him mengomel kan ibunye. 2 to 3 times keluar masuk jengok I kat comp room, good nite kiss lah, hug lah, macam-macam yg he did just to disturb me ):

Actually my eyes pun dah memang kelat bangettt, ingat nak blog-hop kat uols nyer blog but my eyes tak mengizinkan pulak, will try tomorrow at work :) niteeeeeee to all...........