THE DAY I WAS BORN................

Happy Sat to all and "HAPPY B'DAY TO ME" ............... :)

I was fine this morning when I woke up. As usual Sat is time to relaks, house work so so only. Dont hv to sent the girls to Madrasah, Arin at school, Kak Yana going with his frens to Madarasah.

Early this morning I log-in to my comp and went straight to RASP blog. She had a special entry just for my bday..... After reading her blog, I shed tears, I felt so touched with what she says about me. Its very strange, frenship can happen anywhere anytime. My frenship and hers happened in the blogging world, and its unique. Not only Rasp, other bloggers that are very dearie to me. We all met in the blogging world and the frenship we had is very unique.

TO RASP, thanks dearie for the special entry on my bday. And to the others thou I didnt mentioned any names, thank you for the warm wishes and love u all had given me.

Now I am dragging myself up just to post this entry. Today is my birthday and I am not feeling to good, I felt sick.

I was born on 19/7/1968 (its not a secret anymore what's my age) :) at 12:05pm KKH Hospital. The youngest in the family, 2 brothers and 3 sisters, six of us. My mum and dad had passed away, left 6 of us struggling to be as closed as possible, walaupun terlalu banyak dugaan dan rintangan we need to lalui.

I'm married with a very loving, responsible and caring husband. The one and only man that I will shared my life with forever and ever, insyaallah. We had 3 wonderful kids, Yana 15, Arin 13 and our hero Aqil 4yrs old.

I had pools of frens, near, far, old and new. At this age there are nothing else that I wanted in this world, except for my health to c my kids growing up and become somebody in the future. Kalau di izinkan allah, mendapat kesempatan untuk berbaik-baik semula dengan my in-laws and my adik-adik ipar. We have been far apart for so many years.... setiap kali solat I always berdoa ALLAH akan membuka kan mata dan pintu hati mereka untuk berbaik-baik semula dengan hubby and me. Memberikan kesihatan dan memelihara semua ahli keluarga ku dan kawan-kawan yg ku sayangi, AMINNNNNNN...........

Last but no least, just to show how much hubby love me, thou I will never get my gift which I really wanted from him on my bday disebabkan sesuatu yg tak dapat di elakkan, I understand why, and I am not going to feel sad or watsoever, hopefully I will get it soon, may be in Sept as Anniversary gift or may be earlier, god knows................ :)

From Hubby : Today at 12.05pm ibu turn 40. There is a saying life starts at 40. With dat ayah wish ibu HAPPY B'DAY to u. Semoga rezki dan kesihatan ibu bertambah dan hidup ibu di berkati ALLAH slalu. Tahun nie belum ade rezki nak belikkan present tapi u can be sure the present dat I can give u is my deepest n sincere love always, LUV Ayah :) - Tears flowing wen I read this too, me very sensitive person in reality, hehehe.

Well, nothing else I can write here, that's about it. I'm going to hv a quick nap, looks like I will not be going out due to my sickness ni, my sis will come later at 6pm, hmmmmm may be she has a gift for me :) will update photos of all my gifts that I had received early next week, to all, CHEERSSSSS AND HAPPY WKEND..............