SPECIAL ENTRY………….. 25/6/2008 (BEWARE - LENGTHY VERSION)

This special entry is dedicated to my daughter Nur Maliyanah on her 15th Birthday.

She was born on 25/6/1993 at 1643hrs, weighing 3680gm at birth. A chubby and cute baby girl from the love of M&M. Anugerah yg kami nantikan dan akhirnye ALLAH telah mendengarkan doa kami.

Sabda Rasullullah :

“Moga-moga berkatlah anak yg baru lahir ini. Syukurlah yg dapat dipanjatkan kepada ALLAH yg mengurniakannye. Alangkah luasnye kepemurahannye dan kerananya kamu telah mendapat limpahannya”

Nur-Maliyanah (Cahaya Kelembutan) name given to our precious little baby.

Terlalu banyak rintangan ku hadapi, dari segi kesihatan, physical dan mental. Pahit ku telan, derita ku tanggung. Ini semua kerana seorang insan kecil yg ku kandung.

“I can’t hear the hearbeat from your baby” I was in my 6 mths pregnancy. I went for my monthly check-up and need to do Ultrasound for the baby. I was very shocked when my gynae told me my baby has no heartbeat. Alhamdullillah it was just false alarm. The reason was simply she is super big and its difficult to listen to the heartbeat.

I was admitted on my 37 weeks of pregnancy. Baby is growing fast and I need to be induced to avoid risk and complications.

Years of growing up with her was fun and memorable. She was showered with loved by everyone, especially my hubby family caused she was the 1st grandchildren. Every year her bday was celebrated, be it big or small.

She was a loving sister. I conceived again when she was 1 ½ yrs old. There was no symptom of jealously in her.

Her school years from Nursery to Primary school was a learning process which she had achieved tremendously, thou there are hiccups here & there.

I still remembered when she was in P1. She used to cry everyday before she goes to school. Everyday at 12pm I will received called from my maid without failed. My work place is quite near so I hv to rush home to comfort and even gave her a good scolding most of the times. This continues for few mths until its time for parents and teacher meeting. We checked with the teacher and we were told that she cried at school during lessons everyday. To make the story short, we only knew the reason after we sent her to eye centre. Its confirmed that she has eyes problem, astig and she needs to wear spec. She has been wearing spectacle sinced Pri 1 until now.

All the crying stops and she loved going to school everyday.

She entered Secondary sch at 13 yrs old. It was tough for her, but she managed to go through smoothly and happily.

A year ago, 25/6/2007, musibah menimpa kami, it was a traumatic experienced for us. Seperti kata pepatah, berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yg memikul. Till today the memories of what had happened to her is still hunting and torturing me. But as it says “ALLAH tidak akan memberi kita sesuatu yg tidak mampu kita hadapi, sebagai umatnye, kite harus redha dengan ape yg diberikan untuk kita”. Me and hubby redha dengan ape yg sudah berlaku.

She is 15th today. I wanted her to read and understand what I hv been through........

“My dear girl, u hv grown up to be a sweet girl, thou ibu might not be the best mother in this world, I wanted u to know, I love u sooooooo much, that I will sacrificed anything just to make u , yr sis and yr brother the happiest person on earth. I have always been proud of you. Every moments we spent, may it be happy or sad. Ibu hoped that you knew why it happened and understand why it happened and you will be more matured and always remembered that in this world there are many colours of life to choose and don’t ever choose the wrong colour which will lead you to the wrong path of life, Ibu will always be there for u”

I hv prepared the slide especially for her, and also to my frens out there who wanted to c how my 15 yrs old daughter had grown up to be a beautiful sweet girl. Please on yr speaker an enjoy MARIAH CAREY – HERO.