Wednesday, June 25, 2008

SPECIAL ENTRY………….. 25/6/2008 (BEWARE - LENGTHY VERSION)

This special entry is dedicated to my daughter Nur Maliyanah on her 15th Birthday.

She was born on 25/6/1993 at 1643hrs, weighing 3680gm at birth. A chubby and cute baby girl from the love of M&M. Anugerah yg kami nantikan dan akhirnye ALLAH telah mendengarkan doa kami.

Sabda Rasullullah :

“Moga-moga berkatlah anak yg baru lahir ini. Syukurlah yg dapat dipanjatkan kepada ALLAH yg mengurniakannye. Alangkah luasnye kepemurahannye dan kerananya kamu telah mendapat limpahannya”

Nur-Maliyanah (Cahaya Kelembutan) name given to our precious little baby.

Terlalu banyak rintangan ku hadapi, dari segi kesihatan, physical dan mental. Pahit ku telan, derita ku tanggung. Ini semua kerana seorang insan kecil yg ku kandung.

“I can’t hear the hearbeat from your baby” I was in my 6 mths pregnancy. I went for my monthly check-up and need to do Ultrasound for the baby. I was very shocked when my gynae told me my baby has no heartbeat. Alhamdullillah it was just false alarm. The reason was simply she is super big and its difficult to listen to the heartbeat.

I was admitted on my 37 weeks of pregnancy. Baby is growing fast and I need to be induced to avoid risk and complications.

Years of growing up with her was fun and memorable. She was showered with loved by everyone, especially my hubby family caused she was the 1st grandchildren. Every year her bday was celebrated, be it big or small.

She was a loving sister. I conceived again when she was 1 ½ yrs old. There was no symptom of jealously in her.


Her school years from Nursery to Primary school was a learning process which she had achieved tremendously, thou there are hiccups here & there.

I still remembered when she was in P1. She used to cry everyday before she goes to school. Everyday at 12pm I will received called from my maid without failed. My work place is quite near so I hv to rush home to comfort and even gave her a good scolding most of the times. This continues for few mths until its time for parents and teacher meeting. We checked with the teacher and we were told that she cried at school during lessons everyday. To make the story short, we only knew the reason after we sent her to eye centre. Its confirmed that she has eyes problem, astig and she needs to wear spec. She has been wearing spectacle sinced Pri 1 until now.

All the crying stops and she loved going to school everyday.

She entered Secondary sch at 13 yrs old. It was tough for her, but she managed to go through smoothly and happily.

A year ago, 25/6/2007, musibah menimpa kami, it was a traumatic experienced for us. Seperti kata pepatah, berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yg memikul. Till today the memories of what had happened to her is still hunting and torturing me. But as it says “ALLAH tidak akan memberi kita sesuatu yg tidak mampu kita hadapi, sebagai umatnye, kite harus redha dengan ape yg diberikan untuk kita”. Me and hubby redha dengan ape yg sudah berlaku.

She is 15th today. I wanted her to read and understand what I hv been through........

“My dear girl, u hv grown up to be a sweet girl, thou ibu might not be the best mother in this world, I wanted u to know, I love u sooooooo much, that I will sacrificed anything just to make u , yr sis and yr brother the happiest person on earth. I have always been proud of you. Every moments we spent, may it be happy or sad. Ibu hoped that you knew why it happened and understand why it happened and you will be more matured and always remembered that in this world there are many colours of life to choose and don’t ever choose the wrong colour which will lead you to the wrong path of life, Ibu will always be there for u”

I hv prepared the slide especially for her, and also to my frens out there who wanted to c how my 15 yrs old daughter had grown up to be a beautiful sweet girl. Please on yr speaker an enjoy MARIAH CAREY – HERO.




29 comments:

applepie said...

touching nyer n3 nih kak..tibe2 me bergenang pulak air mata nih hah..

applepie said...

btw, hepi burfday to yana.. :)

Ceera said...

so sweet.. mesti yana terharu kalau baca semua nie kan..

hati seorang ibu, auwwwww..

nak hug akak lah, hehehe..

=)

hapi besday yana, jaga hati ibu kamu baik2 tau..

moralle said...

Thanks apple for the bday wish to kak Yana. She has been through rough moments, I wanted to dedicate this to her, we hv been through difficult moments and I wanted her to know, no matter what life has to go on.

moralle said...

Ceera thanks laling for the bday wish, its tough to bring up a young girl with so much impian yg belum nyata, mudah-mudahan she will understand that life is not that so smooth afterall.

pu3nemo said...

tersentuh la sy bc entry ni,
luv u kak..
muahhxxx


hppy besdy yana,jg ibu kamu baik2 tau..

rasp said...

i luv this n3..u are such a special mum to have a special doter.. she must be proud of u and vise versa..

HAPPY B'DAY TO YANA! may Allah bless u alwiz & alwiz...

Momo_family said...

Happy 15th Birthday to Yana!!

Yr mommy dig out all of yr baby photos and upload it to make this proj for u. Whenever she has the time she will put all her effort to make this as beautiful as possible.

Hope you got touch by yr angel.. muahaha..

Enjoy yr birthday!

rillys said...

it's so sweet...
sweet mommy ;)
sweet daughter ;)

may happiness will always be
with you..all the way!

*_*

maliyanah said...
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moralle said...

Nemo, nothing special in our lives more than the people that we love, love u 2, muachhhhh...
Thanks for the wish to Yana...

moralle said...

Rasp, thanks dearie, bukan senang kan kite ni nak jadi ibu yg menyayangi dan di sayangi.....

I'm very proud of her, thou at times she made me madddd.......
Thanks again for the wish to Yana..

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moralle said...

Matilda thanks for the nice comments :) its hurt to remember the past, but life has to go on.... deep inside its hurting why my girl has to go through the rough times ):

moralle said...

Hi Rillys, thanks for the well wishes.............

maliyanah said...

thanx mummy 4 the slide show n everthing....i reali appreciate a lot...
abt the 25/06/07
is the worse dae of your life n my life n ayg life....
i reali sorry 4 wat happen
i promise 2 u nk ayg ,till i die...i wont repeat dat mistakes anymore....n i will make u n ayh proud :)

moralle said...

Maliyanah, my dear girl, u r most welcome, Ibu n ayah always wants the best for you, sacrifices we made for you is because we love u and the love will never vanish, in life we have choices, choose the right one and you wont regret till the rest of your life...........

tiffany said...

i was sooo gonna burst into tears when reading this n3.... such a lovely mom, a beautiful young daughter....

n to the birthday girl----<@

happy birthday yana!!! jgn sesekali kecewakan hati ur mom ok....

Shopaholic Mama said...

Hi Sis, so touching yr 'tribute' to Yana, some more I'm in a down mood right now, so reading it made me cry double buckets! I got no mood to blog abt anything or blog-hop right now but I remembered Yana's bday was on 25th so I must wish her..

To Yana, hope you had the best bday yesterday & do yr parents proud, ok sweetie!!

moralle said...

Hi Shieda, thanks for the bday wish for Yana. Seeing her happy is the greatest things we ever want.

moralle said...

Hi Mama, sorry for making you cried, I know u yrself are really down, hope u r okay dear.

Thanks for the bday wish for Yana, she has been reading all the comments since yesterday and bertambah sad when she read all the comments, terharu i guess.

zie said...

I am so touched. Nampak kasih sayang seorang ibu yang tiada batasnyer.

Kalau saya sebagai anak Kak Moralle, saya mesti terharu.

To bday girl, Happy Birthday and jaga ibu baik-baik kay.

moralle said...

Zie, thanks dearie for your wishes. Bukan senang kan nak jadi ibu ni, terkenang pulak jasa-jasa arwah ibu akak dulu. Me to berharap Yana will be anak yg Soleha, Aminnn.

Mommy Lily said...

oh...so touching and sweet la... your kak yana baca tk? mesti dia nangis kalau baca nie kan

moralle said...

Mommy, my 2nd daughter told me both of them cried when they read the entry yesterday after school. Especially Yana, she was soooo touched.

nasazfrog... said...

dah besar yer anak akak,,, alhamdulillah sebagai ibu kite mesti rasa bangga n bersyukur kerna dikurniakan anugerah itu...

moralle said...

Nasaz, dah anak dara lah yang, alhamdulillah as a parents kite slalu nak yg terbaik untuk mereka, cuma nak tabah slalu menghadapi dugaan, maklumlah anak dara makin membesar kan. Ni lah yg dinamakan anugerah yg tak terhingga dalam kehidupan berumahtangga......

that`s girl :)) said...

the sweetest entry i`ve ever seen =)

moralle said...

Hi Girl, Lama tak jengok, kasih seorang ibu yg tak terhingga, lebih-lebih dikurniakan anugerah cinta kasih sejati :)