Oh ya, I m okay, I just need that 1 minute this afternoon to release the tension......not work, not frens.........its someone who I respected so much and someone that I thought I could rely on, who can be there for me when I need one, mother love..........yes a mother love.
News that I heard this afternoon made me burst with anger and never thought that someone I respected so much stood so low now in my life...........I lost my respect towards her, I'm just going to shut for now, I'm too tired with all the drama that she had created. It has been 19yrs, I had enough of it.
Whatever it is, I'm not going to let her ruin my life n my family and I hope that one day she will change for good, insyaAllah.
And at this moment, how I wished my own mom is still around so that I could run to her n cry on her lap, I missed every moments spent with her, mudah-mudahan roh mak di cucuri rahmat, AMINNNN.
Thanks again to uols, I m feeling ok now, I'm not going to let someone ruined my life dengan kata-kata kesat dan tomahan yg tak bermakna.