BENGANG BETUL...............

Nak cite sikit about yesterday evening on the way back from work. Yesterday I was feeling very frustrated and upset, than on the way back pulak sekumpulan foreign workers ni pulak yg buat I lagi frust. I work in an industrial area, so memang slalu pun all these workers, ade from China, India and Bangladesh, depa ni suma cycle to work and kalau dah cyle tu memang pun slalu berderet n ramai-ramai macam road tu mak bapak dia orang yg punya. So yesterday satu lane sampai 4 basikal, main rd pulak tu, just imagine, kite yg drive, bukan dia orang yg takut kenek langgar, kite yg drive takut pulak langgar dia orang. I was so f???-up sampai I horn at them, buat bodoh pulak tu, dah tentu-tentu lane tu kecik, and dia orang ni semua obstruct all the cars, aku naik meradang sey, maki-hamun and sumpah seranah I kat dalam keta. I was shouting inside the car "SUAR BETULLLLLLLL LAH, NAK MAMPUS AGAKNYE, BABI PUNYA BANGLA, AKU LANGGAR NANTI, MATI KONYOL SUMA" boleh gitu, saja nak lepas tension actually, agaknye kalau I wind-down the window, tak tau ape jadi kan.

So I pun dah tak leh nak buat ape, si bahalol ni suma cars dah horn pun dia orang buat bodoh, so I pun signal to the right, nak potong lah konon, ade satu suar ni from behind tak sabar-sabar agaknye nak balik, dah nampak I signal out, slow down lah sikit, ni tak, tak kasi I chan to change lane, lagi sikit I dah berlanggar ngan keta dia, ya allah, punya lah sakit hati, tak tau nak dinilaikan lagi, betul-betul punya kiasu driver suar ni, sampai dah tak terkeluar kata-kata dari mulut I, cuma yg keluar "BABIIIIIIIIIII".

I thought all this is over lah, so dah nak dekat sampai rumah I, lagi satu incident, a Van with school children inside, dia dah tahu nak change lane bukan nak signal, terus masuk depan I without giving a signal, kalau lah i laju, dah tentu I berlanggar ngan van dia, the driver tak fikir ke yg kat dalam tu semua budak-budak, eeeeeeeee betul-betul menyirap dengan this kind of driver.

Its really a horrible and terrrible day for me yesterday, macam jadi mangsa keadaan lah pulak. Yesterday hubby balik siang, so I dont hv to fetch Aqil from Umi house. When I reached home my hubby and the kids perasan my black face, they all pun tak comments ape-ape. I told my hubby what happen lah, and I sumpah seranah jugak sambil pekik-pekik, my kids cuma cakap, "Ibu apasal ni marah-marah, relaks lah". I pun macam orang balik ke pangkal jalan, terus wash-up, solat magrib and berdoa supaya jiwa dan raga I akan tenteram dan akan berupaya menghadapi keaadan ini, insyaallah.